well, it was my blog anyway.
guess its just a for everyone diary.
that sucks too. wow it's bad.
how do i explain what has happened? that makes it more than a chapter?
maybe the book ought to be about jarek. power in that word., name.
punctuation doesn't do justice to though.
when your best friend dies.
so fuking: WHY? JAREK, WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DIE? WHY WHY WHY?
i know, i'll get it. i got it. i'll tell..... anyway,
you asked me to.
wish i still had you.
